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Friday, February 11, 201111:22:00 AM

hellow readers . sorry for not updating for the past two days . i slept at yishun . & i went out with dearest cousin ! me love the moment ! they drive me crazy doooook ! aidah nak lagy please ! hahah !hye readers , im sorry if today's post gonna be abit emotional . i want to let it all out ! (alaaa blog aku peehh , aku peh suka laa . )  here it goes , happy reading kaey ! ~ <3 


DearBoy , 
My awesome posem BestFriend or shall i say my Boyfriend wanna be ? i didnt sleep well yesterday . i cant stop thinking of you eventhough it have been 2 years you left me forever ! after ibu left me , i was expecting to have you by my sides forever ! i wanna own you . i want whatever we planned to be in reality , bkn rekaan semata-mata . my loves ones left me in the same year . i was so shock & broke down to tears when kakCt told me everything . why must you left me ? hajat kyte tak ke sampaian sayaang . awwww~ i miss the times when we call each other that . sayang pergi , sayang balik . i blame myself for your lost . i should come down to meet you when your kude kepang was having the last event . i should come down when you planned for the break-fast togather . i still remember the time you curi2 peoples phone just to text me , sayang , whenever you text me , i was a sleep . your parents phone laa, kakCt 's phone pon you amek . & the time where you at kakCt house , you keep calling me when im having lesson . tak sabar-sabar la aku peh sayang ! than you onthephone with me was awesome ! you keep on asking me 'sayang , jady mataer i nak ? ' aidah peh bodoh gy cakap NO! but , you never fail to keep asking me for that . you try your best to convince kakCt to show that you're serious in me . i also remember your last wish is to have me as your girl . but , you know the answer eventhough i didnt tell you . why didnt you tell anyone that you're sick . even your parents is not aware of your illness . ? why didnt you atleast tell me , so that i could spend the time left you have for me ,  i could shower you with all my loves . i could hug you tight and never let you go . im sure you gonna do that tooo . cause that is what we planned . holding each other's hand tightly . looking at each other's eyes deeply . spend time with you like there is no tomorrow . only you that can make me smile when im down . you know how to cheer me up . you're one in a Zillion sayang ! after you left me , i go wild ! really wild . i pon dah mcm org giler . i start to smoke ! i start to do nasty stuff . i know you dont like it . but i try my best to forget you . but i cant . even , im in a relationship with this guy, there's sure space in my heart there's you . adoiiii~ saya sayang bangat sama kamu ! how ?! aidah nak nangis can ? please ! 
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